responsibility

As life goes on, I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility, And I realize, that everything I do is affecting the people around me, So I wanted to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done and the things that haven't occurred yet, and things they don't want to take responsibility for

Love this song.. when i listen to this song.. "muhasabah" session occurred...

last time, i neglect my family. i always work for my own benefits. never give anything to my parents.. to my bro.. to my sisters... for 1 & half years.. i was hanyut in my fantasy life.. by end of the month.. i will ask for money.. withdraw from my trust fund..

then.. 1st January 2007, i totally change. For some people, they like the new me.. others miss the old me... i have to change.. i have learn the word of responsibility.. i realize that i need to change.. i need to be a better one.. i need to be more responsible towards my parents, my siblings & myself... i tried to prepare everything for my family.. alhamdulillah.. since January 2007, i never withdraw from my trust fund anymore..

After one whole year of hard work & learn new things.. i manage to award myself & my family... Today.. i juz award myself 2 doors fridge.. it is an achievement for me.. something new.. some preparation for the future.. at least for another 5 years aite.. that fridge have 5 years warranty... my mattress have 20 years warranty... cool huh.. dah kawen nanti guna mattress lama... 20 years babe / beb... ahahhaha

Well.. i believe that i cannot have everything.. i have to sacrifice few things for brighter future.. last time.. i can laypark anytime i want.. but nowadays.. when my friend ask me to go laypark or watching movie.. i have to turn them down.. coz i have meeting.. they keep teasing me.. "asyik2 busy manjang..." well.. i still be the one who arrange our coffee time aite.. even juz 30 minutes.. but still.. we can catch up something there.. u guys are my brothers & sisters from different father & mother.. love u guys...

My daddy always tell me.. "work hard now.. later u will smile... if u smile now.. u have to work hard later..." I believe in that.. prepare for future.. at least later i can smile & be like our parents... They smile & enjoy their retirement money. nothing much to be worried bout.. anak2 dah berjaya.. the happiest moment for seseorg daddy & mummy is when they see anak2 dah berjaya... Y we manage to berjaya? coz our daddy & mummy sediakan education yang cukup... they mold us jd who we r nowadays..

thousand of appreciations abah & mama.. now.. its time for me to pay all those debts.. I will work hard to pay all my debts.. eventhou i know that i wont be able to pay those.. At least, i will try my best to make u guys happy & proud of me....