thesis is killing me.. then i waste my time with this post..

Seriously, i cant wait to complete my thesis... its really killing me.. i hope i can settle it sooner.. then officially i’ll be a master holder.. insya Allah.. by 8th of October.. i’ll be submitted my thesis..

Yesterday.. it’s already 2 weeks since i lost my car.. every muslim Friday night (khamis malam jumaat), i always when to the spot where i lost my car.. i wish that, someone already return my car... well.. still no luck.. hopefully next week or after raya that guy will return my car after he/she finish use it for hari raya preparation..

In 2 weeks, lot of things happen to me.. good & bad..

Good things are:

1. I have been awarded website project by one of the ministry.

2. I’m waiting for a confirmation letter from a private company in designing their corporate website.. they mutually agree with the pricing & love the mock up design.

3. I have been awarded by a government agency a seminar that will be held on November @ my home town.

4. I have been awarded by a government institution a conference that will be held on December @ Langkawi

5. I have been approached by a college after being recommended by someone that i did not even know her name & she did not even know my real name to become a part time lecturer there

6. A close friend of mind told me that her boss will call me as they reviewed my resume & decided to invite me to become a part time lecturer in a private university.

7. My thesis, the hardest chapter which is research methodology, my supervisor ask me to change a few things.. Alhamdulillah, i did it almost correct.. from his view la.. i don’t know what my examiners will say bout it when i submit it sooner...

Alhamdulillah... setiap yang terjadi ada hikmah nya.. Allah telah menguji aku.. tapi.. setiap yang terjadi ada hikmah nya...

I pray to God,

“Ya Allah ya Tuhanku, aku mengharapkan bantuan Mu ya Allah.. kau lah yang Maha Berkuasa.. setiap kejadian yang terjadi... pasti ada hikmah nya.. kau Maha Pengampun dan Maha Pemurah.. “

My wish list after i completed my master degree.. insya Allah by end of November..

1. I want to spend more times with my family.. this hari raya, after 2nd day of raya.. most probably i’ll rush back to KL as i need to submit my thesis by 8th of October

2. I want to spend more times with my friend.. usually, we will lepak, tea tarik session & chit chat almost once a week.. but since nowadays.. everybody busy with their life.. work, study, love life etc.. we only manage to do it few times since last May...

3. I want to go for a holiday.. seriously.. i need to go for a holiday.. after 2 years without a vacation. I think i need one.. hopefully.. i can achieve what i have plan for next year.. to go to Singapore in December, Dubai in February, Krabi in June & umrah during ramadhan next year with my parents..

4. I want to fullfill my dream.. i want to make sure my business will grow stronger.. & at the same time.. i can be a part time lecturer.. so i can share few of my thought & experiences to future generation.. (wow.. agak poyo bunyi nya... )

5. Mencari jodoh... I think i’m ready & i hope i could found the one that will love me as who am i for the rest of my life.. can get along with my parents.. will love my siblings as i did.. and most importantly.. can be a good mum to my future kids..

till then.. thanks a lot to all my friends who lend their hand in helping me throughout my hard time.. the car.. my thesis & my personal life..

u guys helps me with letting me did my work at ur place.. sorry to disturb ur privacy & make u guys have to pay some additional cost on electricity & water bill..

u guys help me with helping me by become my research assistant.. find content for my thesis... structured the ayat & all..

u guys always support me in my personal life.. doesn’t matter la.. financial ke.. work ke.. love ke.. semua la...

i love u guys.. if i can full fill any of ur wish.. i promise u that i will do that..